Looking at the person sitting opposite, wondering almost aloud, "How much do I know this person?" The question that was once posted by a friend, targeting at the same person. Ever so on-the-verge of blurting, "Who are you?" to the very person sitting opposite. Yet, the thought was swallowed . Not knowing if it was simply a make-believe that, "I'm contented with the present." Or it was a desire of, "I want to know more."
Sometimes sitting by the phone, waiting for it to ring, even if it was just a message tone. Not leaving anywhere without the phone, not even within the apartment. Smiling while messaging; bleaming off while chatting. Deep thoughts when there was nothing through the day and night.
It was something simple to be said, yet it was difficult.
For her to let him know, "I miss you."
The second day of September, a new month. Silent prayers everytime for things to proceed as desired. Term starting officially soon, so YIPEE! 3 short months to close 2007. Soon to my birthday. As the usual saying goes, "It seems like yesterday when I just entered a new campus." Exactly one year, one month and one day ago, 01/08/06, I entered a totally new environment.