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YIPEE --- WEIRD

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Guess my work-term at my uncle's shoe stall is over. Yup it's kinda an YIPEE thing. Soon going back to school --- a school that seems really unfamiliar and kinda scary, sending me to an emotional cycle.

Well, but before that, I just want to have a little time to myself, away from all the room-tidying and whatever-school-preparation. Maybe a meal with myself, a walk somewhere with myself, prehaps some pamperings. Anywhere but confined. For the past one or so month, this had been my daily schedule --- wake up, bath, eat, work, home, bath, sleep. Feel so detached, from everyone, from everything. Uncertain how I should react to that detachment, yet wonder if I should bother about reacting to that. Does it make a difference and should I make the effort to?

School's starting soon.
Scared.
Unfamilar.
Weird.
Curious.
What else....
It's really weird....don't know how I should put it....the last time I ever need to enter a school with any unfamiliar feeling was in sec 1 when I didn't realise that that school existed till the very first day that I stepped into the school and asked how to transfer to another school but eventually stayed on. Ya, someone told me that JC also new school, but it's different when I have had my buddies and many familiar faces there.
How should I feel going back to school....?

Need to spend a couple of hours at the stall tomorrow to assist the new shoe-seller.

I really feel weird....very weird....nothing, but weird....just weird....

-Sign Off @ 11:10 PM :)